A bad feeling



    Trixie bit her lip as she trudged up the hill, on her way to join Jim for an early morning horseback ride.

    She wasnt sure what was wrong with her.  Normally, she couldn’t wait to get up to the Manor House and see Jim.

    But today, for some reason, she dreaded it.  Not seeing Jim, she still couldn’t wait for that... she just had a feeling that something bad was going to happen that day.   It felt sort of like one of her hunches, she just knew that today was going to be a bad day.

    Looking up the hill, she still had to smile when she saw Jim already heading down to greet her.

    How can it be a bad day when you
’ve got that to look at? she asked herself as she greedily drank in the sight of her tall, supple boyfriend.  The sexy, tousled red hair;  the broad shoulders, the trim waist;  the muscular thighs... everything about him was perfect.  And even more perfect, he was hers.

    She picked up her pace a little to get to Jim sooner, perhaps then she could shake this feeling of dread she had.   But as she neared him, she felt, even more, this oppressive feeling that something bad  --- very bad ---- was in the future.  Even when Jim came up to her and swooped her up to give her a very thorough, very enjoyable good morning kiss, she just couldn’t shake the feeling.

    Noticing her lack of enthusiasm, Jim broke off the kiss and leaned back, worried.  “Is everything okay, Trixie?”

    She smiled weakly at him.   “It’s nothing, Jim.  I just have this feeling that something bad is going to happen today.   Have you ever felt that way?”


    “Sure, every day I spent with Jonesy,”  he replied, frowning as he remembered that bleak time in his life.

    Trixie felt her temper stir, as it always did at the mention of that awful, awful man.  She squeezed his hand in a show of support and turned to walk towards the stables.   
Im sure you did, Jim.  I wish I could back and take that time away from you.”

    “Don’t feel that way, Trixie.   If it wasn’t for how horribly he treated me, I might not have run away when I did.  And I might not have met you,” Jim said, bringing their joined hands up to his lips.  “I’d endure anything to meet you, Trixie.”

    As usual, Jim’s sweet declarations of his feelings filled Trixie’s entire heart and soul with love.  But still, that feeling couldn’t rid her of her earlier sense of foreboding.  And it only got stronger as they approached the stables.  It almost overpowered her as they walked in, blinking to adjust their eyes to the darkness of the stables.

    Trixie quickly looked around, on the alert for any possible danger.

    And saw none.

    The horses were all in their stalls, whinnying as they saw humans; humans that might give them some treats.   Regan was sitting calmly in a chair and briefly looked up at the two of them before going back to reading the newspaper.   Nothing looked wrong or dangerous. 

    And nothing happened when they saddled up Jupiter and Susi.  Nothing happened when Jim swung his muscular body into the saddle.   Or when Trixie nervously lifted herself up on Susi.   Or when both horses trotted out the door of the stable, seemingly happy to be out of their stalls and out in the open.

    Then all hell broke loose.

    For some reason, Jupiter suddenly broke out into a hard gallop, swerving sharply in front of Trixie and Susi and heading up the path that used to lead to the old Frayne Mansion.  Trixie could see Jim desperately pulling on the reins, trying to get some control of the horse.  Branches whipped at his face as the horse thundered down the path.   Trixie urged Susi into a gallop as she tried to keep Jim in her sights.  

    Suddenly, Jupe’s crazy run was blocked by a huge, impenetrable hedge.   For one awful second, Trixie thought Jupiter would jump over the hedge, taking Jim rather unwillingly with him, but the horse suddenly planted his forefeet and stopped dead in his tracks.

    Unfortunately, this caused Jim to shoot over the horse’s head and land in the bushes.  Trixie prayed desperately as she leapt off the horse and ran towards Jim’s crumpled form.   She almost wept as she saw Jim start to sit up, shaking his head to try and clear the shock.

    “Don
t move, dont move,” she cried out as she raced up to him, crouching down to run her hands up and down his body in an effort to see where he was hurt.  “Are you okay?  Did you break anything?”

    Jim managed a weak smile as he grabbed Trixie’s hands.   “I’m okay, Trixie.  Really.  But if you keep tourching me like that, I think I’m going to have an involuntary reaction to that.  And that might be a bit embarrassing since Regan’s right behind you.”

    Trixie looked up to see Regan running at top speed, a terrified look on his face.   She called out to reassure him.  “He’s okay, Regan.  But what is up with Jupiter?”

    Looking relieved and confused at the same time, Regan grabbed Jupiter’s reins and then walked over to grab Susi’s as well.   “I’m not sure.  I’ve never seen him do that before.  At least not with an experienced rider.”

    Jim gingerly stood up and wiped the dirt off his pants.   “My experience didn’t help that time.  I couldn’t convince him to stop.  And you know what, I know you're supposed to get right back in the saddle after a spill, but I don’t think I’m in a mood for a ride after all.   Can you take the horses back?” he asked Regan, as he pulled Trixie into a hug..

    “I’m okay, sweetheart.   Really.   Maybe this is why you had a bad feeling.   But really, I’m okay.”  He ran his arms up and down her back in a soothing gesture.

    Trixie looked up into his still pale face.   Standing on her toes, she kissed him hard and then tried to relax.

    But the feeling was still there.   She told Jim as much.

    “Hmm... well, why don’t you tell me more while we take a walk,” he said, grabbing her hand and taking her into the preserve.  “Like, what does it feel like?”

    Trixie shook her head and stared at the ground as she tried to gather her thoughts.  “I don’t know.   Just this bad feeling.  Like something bad is going to happen.  Actually, more than that.  Like something --- or someone ---  is going to cause something bad to happen.   Yeah.   That’s what it’s like.   Like someone is out there, controlling us so that something bad happens.”

    Jim stopped to stare down at his girlfriend.  “What, you think someone is out there purposefully controlling what happens in our lives?”

    “Look, I know it sounds funny.  But that’s just how I feel.”

    Jim shook his head and continued walking.  “Well, if there’s someone out there, I wish they’d use their power to speed time up.  I’m swear, time is just dragging by as I wait for you to turn eighteen. ”

    As he’d meant it to,  that statement caused Trixie to grin.  But the grin quickly disappeared as the bad feeling  reappeared.  Trixie nervously looked around, twitching at every noise in the Preserve.  And since it was a forest, there were plenty of them.

    “Did you hear that?”  Trixie asked as she froze and scanned the woods. 

    “Hear what?” Jim asked, starting to get frustrated at Trixie’s paranoia.  He tugged on her hand and started dragging her around the next bend of the path.

    “I don’t know.  Sort of a screeching yowl.   Like a ...”  Trixie froze again as she saw, in the path ahead, the very thing that it sounded like.  A huge catamount stood there,  growling low as it surveyed its new prey. 

    “Don’t move, Trixie,” Jim said, putting himself in front of her.   The huge mountain lion started stalking forward, slinking low as it prepared to pounce on Jim.

    Suddenly, it bolted into the woods.

    Trixie stood there in shock, blinking in surprise as relief flooded through her body.

    “That was odd,” Jim said as he walked ahead in the path, curious as to why the cat had fled like that.  “I wonder why he...”

    “Jim!  Don’t move!” Trixie cried out as she spotted the new danger on the path.  “That’s a copperhead, isn’t it?”

    The thin, long snake was directly in front of Jim, its coppery head glistening in the sunlight.    Jim did as Trixie told him, standing as still as a statue as the snake reared up.   And then dropped back down and slithered off into the woods.

    Once again, the two breathed a sigh of relief as the danger passed.

    “Hmmm... I’ll have to tell Regan and Maypenny about the catamount,” Jim said after recovering from the fright.  “And the copperhead as well.  Hey, Trixie?  Isn’t this near where Bobby got stuck when he was looking for his ’kitty’?”

    “Um, yes,”  Trixie said, rubbing her hands up and down her arms to warm herself up from her fright.  “It’s very near... Hey!  Where are you going?”

    “To see if the catamount is using that as its home,” Jim said, striding into the forest.  “If so, it’ll be easy to track it again.  Don’t worry, Trixie, it ran in the other direction, we’ll be perfectly safe.”

    “Safe,” Trixie muttered to herself, reluctantly following Jim.  They continued on until they got to the cave where Bobby had been trapped.   Jim peered inside and nodded to himself as he saw evidence of the cat’s use of this as its home.  Walking a bit further around the rocks that held the cave, he called out to Trixie in surprise.

    “Wow, I never realized there was a whole system of caves here,” Jim said, walking into the darkness of one of them.

    “Jim!  Don’t walk in there, you don’t know...”  Trixie screamed as Jim suddenly dropped out of sight.   She raced over to where he disappeared, skidding to a halt just before she fell into the sinkhole that Jim was now trying to pull himself out of.

    “I’m okay, Trixie,” he said, looking up into Trixie’s anxious green eyes.   “I’m okay.  But maybe we should get out of here.”

    Trixie quickly agreed and helped pull Jim out of the hole.  She hurried him out of the cave, looking around for danger at every turn.

    “Don’t worry so much, Trixie, I’m okay.  We’re okay.  Come on, let’s keep walking so I can dry off. ” He grabbed her hand as they continued on the path. 

    After a while, Trixie tried to relax and shake the bad feeling.  Yet it wouldn’t stop.  She was brooding over everything that had happened when suddenly she realized where their walk had taken them.

    “That’s odd,” Jim said, looking over at the bluffs.  “The warning signs are down.  I wonder who took them down?” he asked, dropping Trixie’s hand and walking over to the signs. 

    “Jim, don’t go over there.   It’s danger....” Once again, Trixie screamed as she saw Jim lose his balance and go tumbling off the cliffs.   She rushed over, certain she’d see his crippled body at the base of the cliffs.  

    “I’m okay, Trixie,” Jim said as he struggled to hold onto a tree root.  “But help me up, would you?”  Trixie grabbed his big, freckled hand in her tiny one and helped haul him up the cliffs.

    After both had recovered their breath, Jim looked at Trixie.  “Do you still have that bad feeling?” he asked nervously.

    Tears welled up in her eyes as she nodded yes.   Jim sighed and grabbed her hand, heading quickly now back to the Manor House; hopefully towards safety.  They were only twenty yards away from the edge of the Preserve when Trixie suddenly felt like they were being watched.  She looked around.

    And screamed when she saw the creature in the bushes, yelling out a warning to Jim.

    Unfortunately, he didn’t believe her.

    Trixie ran all the way back to her house, screaming the entire way.  Seeing Mart, she grabbed him and shook him hard. 

    “Jim is dead, he’s dead, Mart.   And it’s your fault, because YOU WERE WRONG!’  she yelled at him.   “WRONG!“

      Mart goggled at his sister.  “Jim’s dead?  What? How?”

    “I warned him, but he didn’t believe me.  YOU WERE WRONG!   He was killed... by a Velociraptor.  He didn’t believe me when I said I saw a dinosaur in the bushes.”

   



Author’s notes:      
Okay, so it’s a bit surreal.   It must have been the Yankee Pot Roast I had for dinner.  

I dedicate this story to KayeKL, Robin, Jenn, Mark, ChitownSteph, and the others who were at the table or at Trixie Camp when the discussion of the death of Jim took place.

And of course, I must dedicate it to my lovely roommate Katrina.... and still swear that I have no idea where the ponchos came from.
   
As you hopefully caught, the ways that Jim *almost* died are from the other books.   Jupiter’s wild ride was Trixie almost dying in Mansion, the catamount was Bobby almost dying in Black Jacket, the copperhead was Bobby again in Mansion, the sinkhole was Trixie almost dying in Bob-White Cave, and the bluffs was Janie almost dying in Missing Heiress.   So I decided it was Jim’s turn.

As far as I know, there are no Velociraptors in the Preserve.   That odd thought came from some book (I don’t know which) where Mart said  that Jim would beleive Trixie if she said she saw a dinosaur in the bushes.   Unfortunately, that turned out not to be true.